Thoughts On The Death of My Grandfather

I just found out my grandfather died, and though I tried,
I found it hard to mourn for a stranger.

He left my family, 40 years ago,
With tears, pain, and anger.

To his wife he was unfaithful, his children he abandoned,
He was not man enough, his own legs to stand on.

I never met my grandfather,
And about him few words can be said,
His obituary is the saddest, shortest, and loneliest that I’ve ever read.

Post Script: below is the full obituary of my grandfather from legacy.com. Some details omitted for privacy:

“S.J., 84, of Florida, passed away on July, 2012. Avatar Cremation Service.”

A Letter To Kurt Cobain

Kurt,

I will never forget the first time I heard your music. It immediately resonated with something deep inside me – I can’t quite describe the feeling. It was like hearing something I was made to hear, something that I had never heard before. That was 15 years ago, and your music still inspires and challenges me like no other art I have ever encountered. Your passion, sadness, authenticity, and honestly stand out as something real, true, and deep against the backdrop of a fake, branded, and sold-out world. There are few things that strike a chord in my soul as deep as your music, especially your scream. I have never really gotten over your death. It’s all so sad and so tragic. Thank you for what you gave to me; thank you for what you gave to the world. I feel so sorry for you. I wish so badly that you could have found happiness. I pray for you sometimes. With peace, love and empathy,

– Philosophy Muse, written on the anniversary of Kurt’s death

A New Path I Need

Why pursue the things I do, that leave me tired and stressed?
When will I find some peace of mind, is contentment merely a jest?
Perhaps because it never was, to be found in what I seek.
So then, dear friend, please commend a path with joy and sleep.

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